stay gold; dear me, thank you!

in the world where you feel cold,

you gotta stay gold, baby.

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stuck in hard time, still struggling but i don't know what i'm struggling. feel empty, dark, narrow. 

losing my own light. and try to find out something new. i've been trying everything 

but it doesn't work. i'm just staying in my place without doing anything.

i hate to be mature, it isn't what i want to be. why i'm still in here? 

and i'm just looking at my friends, they're running so fast and left me in here.

i'm losing who i am, it seems that it isn't a true me. i was afraid of  the days to come.

i'm afraid that i'm just being a loser, and just looking at others laugh so hard. 

well, sometimes i hate myself.

i don't like to say something to cheer me up, or pretending to be okay. 

it just covers but it doesn't erase my shadow. i've been waiting for long time

 to be shine, i'm missing the old me. but i thought i still have little pieces of light,

even though it will start to dim. i'll take my decision, i won't make a regret.

one thing that i believe, i can make it. it's okay to make mistakes, i trust to myself.

please stay gold, 

dear me, thanks a lot.